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[28 May 2005|01:39am] [ mood | crushed ] [ music | the postal service ] yup I went to choir ball tonight It started off fun as hell but then theres always shit to ruin your fun right? I'm so good at hiding my emotions I wont get into it but I'll put it this way "I'M NOT MOTHER FUCKING SLOPPY SECONDS" I think I atleast deserve that much My heart was out in the open and SMASH! Oh well my fault right? he knows all the right spots to drive me insane I mean ugh and I hate it I hate it sooo much Why can he do that and the sad part is I still want him I mean maybe that is all I am is fucking sloppy seconds I just want to feel loved and okie with myself and just get that feeling ya know? <3 make me bleed

friends.......... [16 May 2005|10:27pm] it would make me extremely happy if everyone on my friends list, or anyone who stumbles across this, to do this at least once. post anything that you want but post it anonymously. a story, a secret, a confession, a fear, a love, a hatred, a passion, an obsession, a recipe, a poem, a photo... absolutely anything you'd like, but remember to post anonymous, because otherwise it won't be a big secret, right? you can post as many times as you like. thankyou P.S i know you cant do it anonomusly but yea please do it 5 slit my wrists ♥ make me bleed

[06 Apr 2005|09:25pm] [ mood | excited ] [ music | taking back sunday ] OMG GUESS WHAT????????????????</font></p>   Me and sally are going to see taking back sunday and jimmy eat world!!!! Hec yes May 13,2005 Be jealous! make me bleed

[27 Mar 2005|11:31pm] [ mood | crushed ] [ music | taking back sunday ] My feelings always come at the wrong times I dont know whats wrong with me but I know its got to stop I like him and he doesnt like me I want to be with him I want him to love me He says "i do too but first I want to be a cheep whore" It took him forever to get over me I never apreciated his feelings now he doesnt give a fuck about mine Who falls in love with there best friend? I'm an idot Now I cant get him out of my head I need to learn how to block it out I went with him to the show Just staring at him kills me I want him to be with me not other girls I feel selfish I think I'm just wasting my time Why would someone want to love me? THEY WOULDNT He confuses me That night at the show his feelings seemed real As he was leaning in close to me I could feel his breath on my check I felt weak in the knees But it was just him telling me about another girl My heart is falling fast I cant stop it Here I go setting myself up for another let down.................... make me bleed

[23 Mar 2005|06:06pm] [ mood | artistic ] [ music | senses fail ] I'll take you to the top, Of this building and just push you off. Run down the stairs so I can see your face As you hit the street, the street, the street, the street. You know that you are worthless And I am better than The games that you play princess. (I've played) and always win. (This time I win. So here's your kiss goodbye.) spit bullets with my pen! woo! 1 slit my wrists ♥ make me bleed

[22 Mar 2005|08:53pm] Enter what #s you would apply to me in the comments section. Then copy and paste this into your own LJ for hours of fun and amusement. COMMENT AWAY!♥ ♥ 01-- I don't know you. 02-- I like you. 03-- I love you in that internet, not real way. 04-- I really do love you!! 05-- You are funny. 06-- You are boring. 07-- I don't really care for your personality. 08-- I want to fuck your brains out. 09-- You are damn sexy! 10-- You are ugly. 11-- I want to get to know you better. 12-- I hope you die. 13-- Marry me, please? make me bleed

Do it!! [21 Mar 2005|02:41pm] [ mood | depressed ] [ music | alexisonfire ] 1. My name: 2. Where did we meet?: 3. Take a stab at my middle name: 4. How long have you known me?: 5. How well do you know me?: 6. Do I smoke?: 7. What's my favourite color?: 8. When you first saw me what was your first impression?: 9. My age?: 10. My birthday?: 11. Color Hair?: 12. Color eyes?: 14. Do you remember the first things I said to you when we first met?: 15. What's my fav type of music?: 17. Am I shy or outgoing?: 18. Would you say I'm funny HAHA or funny sarcastic?: 19. Am I a rebel or do I follow the rules?: 20. Would you consider me a friend?: 21. Have you ever seen me cry?: 22. If there were one good nickname for me, what would it be?: 23. Are my parents still together?: 24. Do I have a nice butt?: 25. If I had broccoli stuck on my teeth, would you tell me?: 26. Do you love me?: 27. What do you think I'll be when I grow up?: 28. Am i weird?: 29. Who do i have a crush on?: 30. Who is my best friend?: 31. What song(if any)reminds you of me?: 32. Do I remind you of any characters on TV?: 33. If you could rename me, what would my name be?: 34. Have you ever had a dream about me?: 35. A feature that you like about me: 36. If you could give me anything, what would it be?: 37. If we spent a day together..where would we go and what would we do?: 38. If you could describe me in one word, what would it be?: 39. What word do I say all the time?: 40. Is there anything you'd like to say to me?: What would you do if... I cried: I died: I asked you to help: I said I liked you: I kissed you: I stole something: I was hospitalized: I ran away from home: I got in a fight and you were there: I got dumped: I pissed you off: I did something that you could never forgive me for: What Do You Think Of My... Personality: Eyes: Face: Hair: Voice: Humor: Choice of music: Mannerisms: Family: Friends: Decisions: Would You... Be my friend: Tell me the truth no matter what: Lie to make me feel better: Spread rumors about me: Keep a secret if I told you one: Loan me some cash: Hold my hand: Take a bullet for me: Keep in touch: Try and solve my problems: Love me: Have Sex with me: Ditch me: Use me: Date me: Rape me: Beat me up 3 slit my wrists ♥ make me bleed

New Livejournal!!!!!!! [17 Mar 2005|11:46pm] [ mood | awake ] [ music | alexisonfire ] hahaha yes bitches finaly I got my new live journal thanks to katie!!!!!!!! So now everyone needs to go check it out and comment me tell me who you anre and then....I'LL ADD YOU! haha Kthnx http://www.livejournal.com/users/xmurderxmyxlove/ 3 slit my wrists ♥ make me bleed

[17 Mar 2005|10:27pm] Ok so I am in the process of making a new lj I just need some help on making it purttay! Can anyone help me? I really want to use my new one Kthnx <333333333333 make me bleed

Today was gay! [09 Mar 2005|05:02pm] [ music | underoath ] Today was kinda a bad day my friends were sad I'm sad My aim is broken my digital camera is broken I wanna go and get shitfaced Drinking is bad I feel like crying I cant take this presure Fuck this whole thing I need nothing!! <33 Cheer me up if you want yup see Bad day 3 slit my wrists ♥ make me bleed

[07 Mar 2005|04:14pm] [ mood | calm ] [ music | hellogodbye ] Go to the person's page who posted this bulletin and leave a comment starting with "Remember when.." and then write a favorite memory you had with that person. Then copy and repost this blog to see what your friends say about you 2 slit my wrists ♥ make me bleed

[05 Mar 2005|11:28pm] [ mood | pissed off ] [ music | the vines ] Well I just got home from battle of the bands, It was pretty awsome, MY BEAUTIFUL ENDING was so fucking awsome!!!!!!!!!!! It made me sad that they got 2nd place, I mean dont get me wrong 7 day weekend was good (won 1rst place) but I was hoping MY BEAUTIFUL ENDING would win! Tehee I got my lovely MY BEAUTIFUL ENDING(MBE) shirt tonight, Yup by the way MBE has a show march 11th at the cellar you should go!!!!!! Ok on a sader note KELLY BROKE MY FUCKING DIGITAL CAMERA!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm so pissed she broke my baby! my mom is gonna beat me to death. I'm seriously so upset I feel like crying. I want my baby!!!!!!!!!! And she broke it Hmm should i make her pay for it? I mean I'm not gonna tell my mom she broke it but still should I? Jeeze I'm SOOOO fucking pissed I dont know what to do!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!! <3333333333333 1 slit my wrists ♥ make me bleed

B/f Or G/f [28 Feb 2005|08:31pm] [ mood | bored ] [ music | senses fail ] EVERYONE DO IT PLEASEE [Name:] [Age:] [Location:] [Fav Bands:] [Fav Food:] [What would we do on our first date?] [If there was anything you could tell me what would it be?] [Do you drink/smoke/do drugs?] [If I was crying would you comfort me?] [If i called you really late at night because i needed someone to talk to even if i didnt talk that much and i just wanted to have you there, would you do it lovingly?] [If we were going out name something romantic you would do for me] [What's your favorite season?] [Would you tell me you love me even if you truely didnt mean it?] [If you live far would you come see me?] [Making out or Sex?] [While making out would you bite my lip?] [Would you rather stay home and cuddle or go out somewhere?] [What do you look for in a girl?] [What would you change about me?] [Virgin or not?] [If we were going out would you buy me a gift for my birthday,valentines day, and/or our anniversary?] [Would you remember our anniversary, my birthday, etc...] [Do you have any tattoos or peircings and if so what r they and where?] [Fling or Long-term relationship?] [If we were going out would you pressure me to have sex with you?] [Do you want a girlfriend?] [Name one nickname you would give me] [Handcuffs or Whipcream?] [Does age matter to you?] [Would you compliment me often or rarely?] [Tell me anything else you think I should know about you] 2 slit my wrists ♥ make me bleed

[26 Feb 2005|02:08pm] [ mood | artistic ] [ music | senses fail ] Haha I was listening to senses fail and I was taking picutres, Look ( ♥ ) 2 slit my wrists ♥ make me bleed

[23 Feb 2005|08:54pm] [ mood | depressed ] [ music | the early novemeber ] So today I sat and I was listening to music, I realized that I cannot listen to a cd without thinking of someone I cant listen to hellogoodbye without thinking of micheal I cant listen to underoath with out thinking about ian I cant listen to atreyu without thinking of johnathan I cant listen to from first to last without thinking of Ian I cant listen to tsunami bomb without thinking about sally and kelly I cant listen to taking back sunday without thinking about matthew I cant listen to 5 minute ride without thinking about ayla I cant listen to bayside without thinking about bryan I cant listen to the killers without thinking about brittiney I cant listen to green day without thinking about bryan and the legion I cant listen to walls of jericho without thinking about my french class I cant listen to emery without thinking of brandon I cant listen to hidden in plain view without thinking about kenny I CANT LISTEN TO MUSIC PERIOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Fuck!!!!!! And the list goes on................................but I'll stop there Ok yea i guess if your names on there you should comment! haha 1 slit my wrists ♥ make me bleed

today was fun!!!!!!!!!!!!! [22 Feb 2005|10:41pm] [ mood | cheerful ] [ music | hellogoodbye ] I got to hang out with the hotttest chick in modesto today! I love you sally!!! <333333333333 3 slit my wrists ♥ make me bleed

[14 Feb 2005|09:00pm] [ mood | depressed ] [ music | Sences fail ] ok so I know I NEVER update this thing but i swear, FUCK myspace I'm going back to el jay!!!!   So today was pretty much the worst day ever! Ugh I hate V-day I want it to END right NOW! PWEASE?!?!   Night Night <3! 4 slit my wrists ♥ make me bleed

[08 Jan 2005|05:58pm] [ mood | disappointed ] [ music | bayside ] I am tired of this journal So if i can figure out how to delete this thing i'm gonna. I made a new El Jay, but its friends only so leave me a comment telling me who you are add say add me or whatever the fuck! *hehe* But yea my new El Jay is: xcutxcorex so add me and I'll add you!! Thanks guys <33333333333 XoxoxoxoxO Chasady 1 slit my wrists ♥ make me bleed

[31 Dec 2004|02:20pm] ( You have to join this group ITS RAD! ) make me bleed

[31 Dec 2004|01:12pm] [ mood | groggy ] [ music | tsunami bomb ] ( Lying here in my blood I wonder where you are ) 2 slit my wrists ♥ make me bleed

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